Unmasqued

She would never forget that beautiful woman opening her lovely pink lips, so soft and plump and shiny, and the incredible sound that came from them. She remembered how her voice made Christine's little heart expand in her chest, and how she wanted to touch the lady's skirt where its scalloped hem brushed the stage directly in front of her eyes. How, looking up in awe, she had wanted to be up there herself, like a splendid bird, capable of making such sweet, pure sounds, and looking like a faery princess.

And she was certain that standing on the stage, in the midst of all the adoration, garbed as richly as a queen, the woman was happy. Joyous. Loved. She had to be. One could not be that beautiful and that adored and not be happy and secure.

Eventually, young Christine somehow convinced herself that the beautiful woman was really her mother, who had died when she was five. She used the memory as a talisman, as an aspiration and an escape from a life that was as colorless and bland as the woman's gown was brilliant and warm.

Her lonely life, spent with her father, who still swam in his own grief for the loss of his wife, had few pleasures. Master Daae was a famous violinist who traveled and took Christine with him everywhere; thus, she had no home, no friends, and merely saw city after city from coaches and small hotel rooms. It was not until that long-ago summer by the sea at Perros-Guirec that her father decided to stay in one place. But that was years after Christine had seen, and fallen in love with, the beautiful lady.

And tonight, with shaking knees and churning belly, she'd become that beautiful lady of her dreams.

And now all would be well. She would be happy and loved and safe.

Now, as Christine reached her dressing room, a deep, masculine voice penetrated the high-pitched tones of her girlish companions. "Miss Daae?"

The voice, not the disembodied one of her ange, but an earthly one, was close behind her and drew Christine from the task of unlocking the door of her room.

As she turned, his name came to her ears, hissed in the undertow of voices from the excited girls… "The Vicomte de Chagny! It is he! The new patron's brother!"

She turned and saw him, recognition following immediately. "Raoul!" she exclaimed without thinking, for he was a friend of her childhood, one whom she'd come to know for a short, happy time during that summer by the sea.

How handsome he had grown, how tall and chiseled and elegant he was, from his slender fingers to his small, clipped mustache. His long blond hair, clubbed at the back of his neck, gleamed golden and tawny in the light. Clear blue eyes smiled at her, taking her back to those days when they'd played together and listened to her father's stories about the Angel of Music. She recognized that he was wearing a naval uniform and was not surprised, for he'd loved the sea, even all those years ago.

She wondered what Raoul would say if she told him she'd been visited by a true ange, and that he'd been tutoring her for months. And that it was because of his tutoring that she had become the beautiful lady.

He stepped forward and the sea of girls parted before him like he was Moses. He removed the tasseled key from her hand. "Allow me, Miss Daae."

He unlocked her dressing room door, sending it open with a flourish. She brushed past him, noticing how the heavy gown dragged against his shiny boots and cuffed jacket.

He closed the door and they were alone.

Lamps glowed, and the shadows that seemed so often to be dramatic were now low and brown, and did not lurk in the corners as they were often wont to do. Flowers had already been brought into her room, and vases rested on every surface-the floor, the dressing table, the tea table, even the sitting stool. Roses, daisies, gillyflowers, lilies… filling the air with their perfume.

"Christine, you were magnificent." Raoul came to her side, clasping her hand with his and drawing it to his perfect lips.

"Raoul, how lovely to see you again," she replied, slipping her hand from his and brushing her fingers over his fine cheek. It was warm and smooth.

"You have grown up so. I could not believe it was you, my little Christine, singing like an angel."

An angel.

Christine stepped back, suddenly nervous. "Raoul, I am no angel."

But he did not seem to notice her apprehension. "You are, you are, beautiful angel. I shall have to make a point of returning to the opera every night, now that Philippe and I are the patrons and now that you are to be the new star."

"I hope that I shall see you often," she replied, and felt a change in the air. It was him. For some reason, she didn't want him to know about Raoul, that she had an admirer. "Raoul, shall we leave here? I must speak to Messieurs Richard and Moncharmin, and I am hungry, and we have so much to talk about. It has been so many years."

"Yes, indeed, I would be happy to escort you to dinner."