‘They want to run off and watch him die. Better to wait and see. Nothing but new manœuvres, new attacks . . .’ he thought. ‘And what’s it all for? Anything to cover themselves with glory. As if it’s fun to go out fighting. They’re like children who won’t tell you what really happened because they all want to show themselves off as the best fighters. And that’s not the point now. Oh, and what wonderful manœuvres these people keep coming out with! They think when they’ve thought about two or three contingencies (he had in mind the general plan sent down from Petersburg) there aren’t any more to think about. But there’s no end to them!’
The open question of whether the wound administered at Borodino was or was not a mortal wound had been hanging over Kutuzov’s head for a whole month. On the one hand, the French had taken possession of Moscow. On the other hand, it was surely beyond doubt, and Kutuzov felt this with every fibre of his being, that the terrible blow that he had summoned all his strength to administer, along with all the Russians, must have been a deadly one. But in the last analysis proof was needed, and he had been waiting for it for a whole month, getting more and more impatient as time went by. As he lay there night after night unable to sleep he did the very thing these whipper-snapper generals were always doing, the very thing he criticized them for. He kept going over all the possible ways in which Napoleon’s downfall might come about, given that his downfall was now a certainty, even a
On the night of the 11th of October he was lying there leaning on one arm, thinking about that very thing.
There was a stir in the next room, and he heard the approaching footsteps of Toll, Konovnitsyn and Bolkhovitinov.
‘Who’s that then? Come on in, come on in! Anything new to report?’ the commander-in-chief called out.
While a footman was lighting a candle, Toll put him in the picture.
‘Who brought this news?’ asked Kutuzov. As the candle flared up Toll saw a face that impressed him by its cold severity.
‘There’s no doubt about it, your Highness.’
‘Get him. Bring him in!’
Kutuzov sat there with one leg out of bed and his big belly flopping down all over the other leg that was still bent under him. He screwed up his one good eye to get a better view of the messenger, as if he was hoping to read in his features the one thing that was on his mind.
‘My dear fellow, tell me the whole story,’ he said to Bolkhovitinov in his weak old man’s voice, pulling his shirt together where it had fallen open over his chest. ‘Come on. Come a bit nearer. So what’s all this news about? Eh? Napoleon’s left Moscow, has he? Has he really? Eh?’
Bolkhovitinov went through every detail of what he had been told to say.
‘Come on, get on with it. Don’t leave me in agony,’ Kutuzov interrupted him.