I paused, for I recognized those of Colum and Maria, and it so surprised me that without realizing I stopped short. From where I stood they could not see me, nor I them, but Colum’s voice with its deep timbre was one which carried easily on the air.
They were quarrelling and I sensed the suppressed fury in him.
“Get out,” he said. “I will not have you under my roof. Get out and take your brat with you.”
I heard her laugh. It was a deep laugh, full of malice and hatred.
She spoke haltingly but there was no doubt of the gist of her remarks. “This you owe me. As long as I wish. You destroy our ship … You …
“I owe you nothing.”
“Think, lord of the castle. I go from here. I tell …”
“You tell … tell what?”
“How you become rich …”
I drew back into the shadows. I felt sick with fear. I thought of those stormy nights and the men coming back to the Seaward Tower with their donkeys.
“Some things I remember,” she said. “The ship … the lights … The big rocks are there … in the sea. There were lights to warn us … But the lights were not where the rocks were … I know what you do. You lure the ship to the rocks and you plunder us.”
“Who will believe this nonsense?” he cried.
She laughed again.
I could not stand there. At any moment Colum could come striding from the courtyard and find me there, listening.
I turned and fled. I went up to my bedchamber. I could not say that I had had a shock. For some time the thought had been in my mind … ever since I had seen the men on the donkeys … and perhaps before.
So this was what he did. He sent his men out on the donkeys with their lanterns and they would stand some miles away with their lights to indicate that that spot was Castle Paling and the Devil’s Teeth were just before it, and thinking to avoid the treacherous rocks the ships would come straight on to them.
It was diabolical.
And this he did that he might salvage the cargoes and sell them. How many ships had suffered in this way? I could remember five storms and the nightly activities of the men. They might not have succeeded in every instance, but that he could do this horrified me and changed my feelings towards him.
I did not know what to do. He was my husband, the father of my beloved children; and his profession—if such it could be called—horrified me.
It was a mistake to have come to the bedchamber for within a short time the door was open and there he stood, flushed with rage after his encounter with Maria.
I faced him. I could not keep silent.
I said: “I have just come up. I was in the courtyard. I overheard what Maria was saying to you.”
He looked at me in astonishment, his eyes narrowed suddenly. “Well?” he said.
“I know it’s true. Oh Colum, it’s horrible.”
“You too,” he said. “Have done. I am in a mood to do you a mischief … both of you.”
“She was right. You lured the ship in which she was sailing on to the rocks, for the sake of its cargo. By chance she managed to survive. I …”
“And you, by God, brought her here. Had I known what you were doing …”
“Yes, you would have thrown her back into the sea, for that is the kind of man you are. You care nothing for human life. You dispense with it if it is in your way. It sickens me to think of it.”
“Then, Madam, you had best prepare yourself for this state of sickness. If I have married a lily-livered woman, God help her, for I will have her obey me and keep her mouth shut when I command it.”
“I have suspected this.”
He came towards me suddenly and caught my arm. “You have mentioned this to any?”
“To whom should I mention it?”
“To your mother perhaps.”
“How could I? She would be disgusted. She would insist that I return to my home with her.”
He released his grip on my arm. “This is your home,” he said, “and by God, you shall stay in it as long as I wish to keep you. As for your mother’s disgust, I do not believe your father is so nice in his ways. I wonder how many Spaniards he has killed.”
“We were always at war with Spain.”
“Was it for war that they met their deaths or because they had gold and treasure? Answer me that.”
I could not. I knew what he said was true. And I knew that my mother, who was honourable and good, remained with my father and loved him in her way, in spite of his bloodstained hands.