"Jules, stop, please stop," Lucy said. Her voice was trembling.
Jules was immediately contrite (сокрушающийся, кающийся ['kontraıt]). "OK, honey,"
he said. He put his head in her lap and using her soft thighs as a pillow, he took a little
nap. He was amused at her squirming (to squirm – извиваться, корчиться;
чувствовать неловкость, смущение), the heat that registered from her loins and when
she put her hand on his head to smooth his hair, he grasped her wrist playfully and held
it loverlike but really to feel her pulse. It was galloping. He'd get her tonight and he'd
solve the mystery, what the hell ever it was. Fully confident, Dr. Jules Segal fell asleep.
Lucy watched the people around the pool. She could never have imagined her life
would change so in less than two years. She never regretted her "foolishness" at
Connie Corleone's wedding. It was the most wonderful thing that had ever happened to
her and she lived it over and over again in her dreams. As she lived over and over again
the months that followed.
Sonny had visited her once a week, sometimes more, never less. The days before
she saw him again her body was in torment (мука ['to:m∂nt]). Their passion for each
other was of the most elementary kind, undiluted (to dilute [‘daılju:t] – разжижать,
разбавлять) by poetry or any form of intellectualism. It was love of the coarsest nature,
a fleshly love, a love of tissue for opposing tissue.
When Sonny called to her he was coming she made certain there was enough liquor
in the apartment and enough food for supper and breakfast because usually he would
not leave until late the next morning. He wanted his fill (хотел насытиться) of her as
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she wanted her fill of him. He had his own key and when he came in the door she would
fly into his massive arms. They would both be brutally direct, brutally primitive. During
their first kiss they would be fumbling at each other's clothing and he would be lifting her
in the air, and she would be wrapping her legs around his huge thighs. They would be
making love standing up in the foyer of her apartment as if they had to repeat their first
act of love together, and then he would carry her so to the bedroom.
They would lie in bed making love. They would live together in the apartment for
sixteen hours, completely naked. She would cook for him, enormous meals. Somtimes
he would get phone calls obviously about business but she never even listened to the
words. She would be too busy toying with his body, fondling it, kissing it, burying her
mouth in it. Sometimes when he got up to get a drink and he walked by her, she
couldn't help reaching out to touch his naked body, hold him, make love to him as if
those special parts of his body were a plaything, a specially constructed, intricate
(запутанный, замысловатый, сложный ['ıntrıkıt]) but innocent toy revealing its known,
but still surprising ecstasies. At first she had been ashamed of these excesses on her
part but soon saw that they pleased her lover, that her complete sensual enslavement
to his body flattered him. In all this there was an animal innocence. They were happy
together.
When Sonny's father was gunned down in the street, she understood for the first time
that her lover might be in danger. Alone in her apartment, she did not weep, she wailed
aloud, an animal wailing (to wail – вопить, выть). When Sonny did not come to see her
for almost three weeks she subsisted on sleeping pills, liquor and her own anguish
(мука, боль, острая тоска). The pain she felt was physical pain, her body ached. When
he finally did come she held on to his body at almost every moment. After that he came
at least once a week until he was killed.
She learned of his death through the newspaper accounts and that very same night
she took a massive overdose of sleeping pills. For some reason, instead of killing, the
pills made her so ill that she staggered out into the hall of her apartment and collapsed
in front of the elevator door where she was found and taken to the hospital. Her
relationship to Sonny was not generally known so her case received only a few inches
in the tabloid (малоформатная газета со сжатым текстом; бульварная газета)
newspapers.
It was while she was in the hospital that Tom Hagen came to see her and console her.
It was Tom Hagen who arranged a job for her in Las Vegas working in the hotel run by
Sonny's brother Freddie. It was Tom Hagen who told her that she would receive an
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annuity (ежегодная рента [∂'nju:ıtı]) from the Corleone Family, that Sonny had made
provisions for her. He had asked her if she was pregnant, as if that were the reason for
her taking the pills and she had told him no. He asked her if Sonny had come to see her
that fatal night or had called that he would come to see her and she told him no, that
Sonny had not called. That she was always home waiting for him when she finished
working. And she had told Hagen the truth. "He's the only man I could ever love," she
said. "I can't love anybody else." She saw him smile a little but he also looked surprised.