"Listen," said Tupita.
I could then hear pounding. It was far off, somewhere perhaps in the front of the tavern.
"So you hear it?" she asked.
"Yes, Mistress," I said.
"Do you know what it is?" she asked.
"No, Mistress," I said.
"It is your attestation paper, together with your white ribbon, being nailed to the wall in the vestibule of the tavern," she said. "It is there now with mine, and Sita" s, and those of some of the other girls."
I did not respond.
"But not with Inger" s," said a fellow.
"No," laughed Tupita.
Several of the fellows laughed. Inger, from distant Skjern, had been taken by Torvaldslanders. She was voluptuous. Too, Torvaldslanders seldom deliver virgins to the slave markets.
"You are fortunate that I am not a man?" laughed Tupita.
"Mistress?" I asked, puzzled.
"In the case of a man, the repetition of a command is commonly a cause for discipline."
"A command, Mistress?" I asked, frightened.
"Yes," she said.
I knew that Tupita was having her sport with me, but, too, I knew that she might beat me tomorrow, in the slave area. As first girl she had that privilege. I did not want her to whip me, or switch me, or have the other girls put my ankles over the low bar and tie them there, and then have her spank the soles of my bare feet with the springy, flat board. It is very painful, and it is hard to walk after it.
"What command?" I asked, frightened.
"Dance," laughed Tupita.
"Mistress, I am chained!" I said. "I am held!"
"Dance," said a man, from the entryway, and a grunt of pleasure from him in whose arms I lay slave captive.
I had been commanded by a man. I obeyed immediately, or did my best to obey. If a command needs to be repeated, as the saying goes, the girl needs to be punished. If the girl thinks, however, that the command may have been, say, an inadvertence, or mistake, or that the master might relent, or something along these lines, she might, say, beg or inquire. She is reassured of the intent and seriousness of the command if, for example, she is asked if the command need be repeated, which eventuality she will presumably be anxious to avoid. If she has, sincerely, and not as a girl" s trick, not understood the command, or has not heard it, or fears she may not have heard it correctly, she may also inquire into the matter, of course, and normally without penalty. In such cases the repetition of a command is not regarded as cause for discipline. A girl is seldom punished for trying to be pleasing, at least at first. If her efforts continue to fail, however, that is a different matter. The whip is an absolutely marvelous instructional device for improving female conduct.
I had not even wanted to move, him so within me!
But I was a slave. I must obey.
"You wriggle well, Doreen," called Tupita.
I cried out with misery.
"Come, see the slave dance!" called a man from the entryway.
"Do not stop, slut," warned Tupita.
I moaned.
I had not wanted to move, him so within me! But now, choicelessly, I moved. He was mostly quiet within me. It was I, the slave, who must move! I twisted and writhed. I then became aware, to my horror, that I was being forced to arouse myself upon him.
I whimpered in protest.
"Come, look," called a fellow. "She is getting hot!"
I sensed men crowding about the entryway.
"No!" I sobbed. I was a woman of Earth. I must remain frigid! I must not be "hot!" But then I realized I was no longer a woman of Earth. I was now only a Gorean slave.
"Please him," said Tupita.
"Yes, Mistress!" I sobbed. "Yes, Mistress!"
"Ai!" growled the brute who held me like chains.
The techniques of ethnic dance, as is perhaps no well-kept secret, because of the movements of the hips, the control of the muscles of the abdomen, and such, have delicious applications in the making of love. It is no wonder that this form of dance, for centuries, was commanded by emirs, pashas and caliphs of their concubines and slaves. Too, of course, it is initially arousing to the woman, for she understands that she is dressed as a slave, is displayed as a slave and must dance as a slave. And later, of course, if she is truly a slave, she must satisfy, and with dividends, the passions she has aroused in her dance. If a woman could be a dream of pleasure to men, let her learn this form of dance.
"Ai, Ai!" said the fellow.
I then begun to feel incredible sensations, sensations I did not fully understand.
But then he gripped my hips so I could scarcely move, and pulled me tight to him, and was eager, surgent and eruptive within me! Then he withdrew, with something like a snarl and a smacking of his lips. I feared I had been bruised. "Master?" I asked. Would he leave me, so soon?
"I am next!" said a fellow.
I then again felt my ankles flung apart. I heard Tupita laughing.
"Oh!" I said, forcibly entered.
"Dance," called Tupita.
I recalled, suddenly, what I had heard, from back on the floor, behind us, when I was being carried on the shoulder of my first use master to the alcove, that fourteen more ostraka would be chosen!
"Dance!" laughed Tupita.
Again I danced.