It must have been near morning, I lay alone now in the alcove, now on my belly, my hands manacled apart, at the sides of my head. One of the men, earlier, when I was on my back, had put me in left-ankle shackle, had freed me of the manacles, had tied my hands behind my back, and had then had me please him, astride him. he had then, afterwards, left me lying on my side in the alcove. The next fellow had freed my hands of the thongs, put me on my stomach, and chained my wrists apart, at the sides of my head, much as I had been before, for much of the evening, but now turned, now on my stomach, and had then freed me of the ankle shackle.
I had lost count of the men, but there had doubtless been, counting my first use master, the full fifteen who had purchased winning ostraka.
It was quiet outside in the tavern.
I did not remember if the curtain had been drawn shut by my last use visitor, when he had left, or if he had left it open.
I lay there alone, on my belly, chained.
The former Doreen Williamson" s virginity had been raffled off. And so too, had her first uses. I supposed that Teibar, who had been my capture master, who had caught me on Earth, and brought me here to be a slave, would have found that amusing, his "modern woman" being taught her sex on Gor.
I rubbed my belly a little on the furs. I held the chains above the manacles close about my wrists.
Yes, I thought, I had been taught something about my sex tonight. I supposed I stank of the uses of men.
Outside, near the front of the tavern, indeed, in its vestibule, I gathered, nailed to a wall there, with other such objects, was my attestation paper, with its smear of my virginal blood upon it, and the white ribbon which had been on my collar.
There was now another ribbon, I gathered, tied on my collar, one of red silk. I was now, at any rate, "red silk."
I wondered what the men who had worked at the library would have thought. I wondered if they, too, would have crawled to me, and put me to their purposes. It would be their right, of course. I was now a slave.
I lay there, troubled.