And long her eyes as through a haze After the wedded couple strain; Alas! the friend of childish days Away, Tattiana, hath been ta'en.Thy dove, thy darling little pet On whom a sister's heart was set Afar is borne by cruel fate, For evermore is separate.She wanders aimless as a sprite, Into the tangled garden goes But nowhere can she find repose, Nor even tears afford respite, Of consolation all bereft— Well nigh her heart in twain was cleft.
XII
In cruel solitude each day With flame more ardent passion burns, And to Oneguine far away Her heart importunately turns.She never more his face may view, For was it not her duty to Detest him for a brother slain? The poet fell; already men No more remembered him; unto Another his betrothed was given; The memory of the bard was driven Like smoke athwart the heaven blue; Two hearts perchance were desolate And mourned him still. Why mourn his fate?
XIII
'Twas eve. 'Twas dusk. The river speeds In tranquil flow. The beetle hums. Already dance to song proceeds; The fisher's fire afar illumes The river's bank. Tattiana lone Beneath the silver of the moon Long time in meditation deep Her path across the plain doth keep—Proceeds, until she from a hill Sees where a noble mansion stood, A village and beneath, a wood, A garden by a shining rill.She gazed thereon, and instant beat Her heart more loudly and more fleet.
XIV
She hesitates, in doubt is thrown— "Shall I proceed, or homeward flee? He is not there: I am not known: The house and garden I would see."Tattiana from the hill descends With bated breath, around she bends A countenance perplexed and scared. She enters a deserted yard— Yelping, a pack of dogs rush out, But at her shriek ran forth with noise The household troop of little boys, Who with a scuffle and a shout The curs away to kennel chase, The damsel under escort place.
XV
"Can I inspect the mansion, please?" Tattiana asks, and hurriedly Unto Anicia for the keys The family of children hie.Anicia soon appears, the door Opens unto her visitor. Into the lonely house she went, Wherein a space Oneguine spent.She gazed—a cue, forgotten long, Doth on the billiard table rest, Upon the tumbled sofa placed, A riding whip. She strolls along.The beldam saith: "The hearth, by it The master always used to sit.