Kham thought about Zip's remarks and about what he had seen of Laverty. The elf had healed unnaturally fast. Was that a side-effect of life-prolonging magic? If so, it didn't belong to all elves, at least not to that degree. He'd seen Dodger wounded, and knew that the decker didn't heal magically as Laverty had. Maybe this immortality had to be… arranged. Like with magic crystals dug out of the ground in the Salish-Shidhe forest.
"Harry," Kham said, "if ya was an elf and ya had a magic way ta live forever, ya wouldn't want anybody else knowing, would ya?"
" 'Course not."
"And ya wouldn't want anybody knowing how ya did it."
"Makes sense. Leastways, it would to an elf. Those fraggers are too stuck up to be useful to people."
"And if ya lived forever, it would give ya kinda different perspective on life, wouldn't it?"
"I expect it would," Harry said thoughtfully.
"And on death too. Ya could afford ta wait fer things, let time wipe away any ting ya didn't like."
"Makes sense."
"But if ya was a young pup, and ya hadn't gotten yer dose of dis fancy magic stuff, ya might still be impatient, kinda anxious about tings."
"What's your point, Kham?"
Kham cleared his throat. He wasn't exactly sure what his point was, the thoughts were coming fast and he was having trouble sorting them out. "We been done over by an elf, an anxious one, and warned by anodder who said dat he didn't want ta see us killed. Dis odder elf never did say why he was warning us. Maybe he didn't like killing, like he said, but maybe dat meant sumpin' else. Maybe he meant he didn't like killing, but he didn't mind watching folks die naturally. Maybe dis odder elf was willing ta wait and let time take care of his problems, especially since we didn't really know any ting about what we'd gotten inta anyway. Don't take a whiz kid ta know dat killing people always makes waves, starts odder people asking questions. Questions could make more trouble fer dese elves. But dis elf dat came after us, he's a young guy, impatient, like he was too worried ta let time do his work fer him." Harry said, "You wouldn't know any impatient folk, would you, Kham?"
Kham started to snap a reply and stifled it. He didn't want to open old arguments, so he just said, "Maybe dat's how I know one of dem elves was young."
"Takes one to know one," Harry said, still goading.
"Yeah, like dat," Kham agreed. The possibilities of what was going on made the old contentions seem unimportant. "Dat crystal we dug out fer da elves might be da way dey do it. Dere immortality, I mean. If we had it, we might be able ta use it. We can get magicians ta figure it out."
Scatter perked up. She stared avidly at Kham, but didn't offer any suggestions.
"Just what are you thinking about, Kham?" Harry asked.
Kham looked at Sarah and said nothing.
Harry saw where Kham was looking and shook his head. "She's already old, Kham. Even if the crystal can do what you think, I doubt it has the power to reverse aging."
"But Lissa wouldn't end up like her," Kham said softly.
"You're dreaming, Kham." Harry took a sip from his cup. "Think about what you're suggesting. To get that thing, you'd have to go up against some powerful magicians."
"Fought magicians before."
"With magical help," Harry pointed out.
"I'll get help," Kham said defiantly.
"Where?"
"I got friends."
"Who think you're dead."
"I'll tell 'em different."
"Kham, this ain't a battle for orks. It's magic stuff; you don't have the resources. Besides you don't got any proof this idea of yours is right."
"But it might be," Scatter said.
It might. If Kham could win the secret of the elf's apparent immortality, Lissa would never have to get old. His kids could grow strong and stay strong. They wouldn't have to die at an age when norms were just hitting their prime. And it wouldn't be just for them. He wasn't a greedy pig like those elves. He'd share it. Yeah, he wasn't being selfish. He'd be doing this for all orks, making every ork's world better.
Yeah, sure.
Maybe he was just fooling himself, chasing after a pipe dream, and looking for a way to go out in glory and never have to worry about anything ever again. Fighting somebody with the resources of those elves was suicidal. Maybe he was running away. Again.
"Maybe I just gotta fight dis one, win or lose."
Harry looked into his cup and said, "It's your decision, but if you do decide to fight, you need to know who you're fighting."
Harry's words cut straight to Kham's fears.
"I don't think you ought to get involved in this," Harry said. "But if you're gonna, be smart about it. A shrewd general learns everything he can about his opponent. He discovers the enemy's weaknesses and takes advantage of them. He plans to take advantage of them."
Kham knew all that. "And if he ain't got any weaknesses? ''
"Then you've picked the wrong enemy. You can't win if you don't survive the battle."
A valid point. Some orks said the only way to die was fighting, but they were young and stupid. Weren't they?