The Accidental Tourist

"Oh, when I was in my teens I was as interested as anyone," Charles said.

"I mean it occupied my thoughts for every waking moment and all that. But that was just the idea of sex, you know? Somehow, the real thing was less

... I don't mean I'm opposed to it, but it's just not all I expected. For one thing, it's rather messy. And then the weather is such a problem."

"Weather," Macon said.

"When it's cold you hate to take your clothes off. When it's hot you're both so sticky. And in Baltimore, it does always seem to be either too cold or too hot."

"Maybe you ought to consider a change of climate," Macon said. He was beginning to enjoy himself. "Do you suppose anyone's done a survey? City by city? Maybe the Businessman's Press could put out some sort of pamphlet."

"And besides it often leads to children," Charles said. "I never really cared much for children. They strike me as disruptive."

"Well, if that's why you brought this up, forget it," Macon said. "Muriel can't have any more."

Charles gave a little cough. "That's good to hear," he said, "but it's not why I brought it up, I believe what I was trying to say is, I just don't think sex is important enough to ruin your life for."

"So? Who's ruining his life?"

"Macon, face it. She's not worth it."

"How can you possibly know that?"

"Can you tell me one unique thing about her?" Charles asked. "I mean one really special quality, Macon, not something sloppy like 'She appreciates me' or 'She listens . . .'"

She looks out hospital windows and imagines how the Martians would see us, Macon wanted to say. But Charles wouldn't understand that, so instead he said, "I'm not such a bargain myself, in case you haven't noticed. I'm kind of, you could say, damaged merchandise. Somebody ought to warn her away from me, when you get right down to it."

"That's not true. That's not true at all. As a matter of fact, I imagine her people are congratulating her on her catch."

"Her catch!"

"Someone to support her. Anyone," Charles said. "She'd be lucky to find anyone. Why, she doesn't even speak proper English! She lives in that slummy house, she dresses like some kind of bag lady, she's got that little boy who appears to have hookworm or something-"

"Charles, just shut the hell up," Macon said.

Charles closed his mouth.

They had reached Muriel's neighborhood by now. They were driving past the stationery factory with its tangled wire fence like old bedsprings.

Charles took a wrong turn. "Let's see, now," he said, "where do I . . ."

Macon didn't offer to help.

"Am I heading in the right direction? Or not. Somehow I don't seem to . .

."

They were two short blocks from Singleton Street, but Macon hoped Charles would drive in circles forever. "Lots of luck," he said, and he opened the door and hopped out.

"Macon?"

Macon waved and ducked down an alley.

Freedom! Sunlight glinting off blinding white drifts, and children riding sleds and TV trays. Cleared parking spaces guarded with lawn chairs.

Throngs of hopeful boys with shovels. And then Muriel's house with its walk still deep in snow, its small rooms smelling of pancakes, its cozy mix of women lounging about in the kitchen. They were drinking cocoa now.

Bernice was braiding Claire's hair. Alexander was painting a picture.

Muriel kissed Macon hello and squealed at his cold cheeks. "Come in and get warm! Have some cocoa! Look at Alexander's picture," she said. "Don't you love it? Isn't he something? He's a regular da Vinci."

"Leonardo," Macon said.

"What?"

"Not da Vinci. For God's sake. It's Leonardo," he told her. Then he stamped upstairs to change out of his clammy trousers.

"I'm sorry I'm so fat," Macon's seatmate said.

Macon said, "Oh, er, ah-"

"I know I'm using more than my share of space," the man told him. "Do you think I'm not aware of that? Every trip I take, I have to ask the stewardess for a seatbelt extender. I have to balance my lunch on my knees because the tray can't unfold in front of me. Really I ought to purchase two seats but I'm not a wealthy man. I ought to purchase two tickets and not spread all over my fellow passengers."

"Oh, you're not spreading all over me," Macon said.

This was because he was very nearly sitting in the aisle, with his knees jutting out to the side so that every passing stewardess ruffled or MISS Macintosh. But he couldn't help feeling touched by the man's great, shiny, despairing face, which was as round as a baby's. "Name's Lucas Loomis," the man said, holding out a hand. When Macon shook it, he was reminded of risen bread dough.

"Macon Leary," Macon told him.

"The stupid thing is," Lucas Loomis said, "I travel for a living."

"Do you."

"I demonstrate software to computer stores. I'm sitting in an airplane seat six days out of seven sometimes."

"Well, none of us finds them all that roomy," Macon said.

"What do you do, Mr. Leary?"

"I write guidebooks," Macon said.

"Is that so? What kind?"

"Oh, guides for businessmen. People just like you, I guess."

"Accidental Tourist," Mr. Loomis said instantly.

"Why, yes."