The adulteress

"I have been thinking that I should be happier if Jessie knew about that will and that whatever she got him to sign will be useless. If she knew this she would certainly not wish to 'shorten his life,' as Mr. Rosen put it. She would keep him alive so that she could go on enjoying what comforts she has now and perhaps feathering her nest."

"That sounds reasonable to me. I think Lord Eversleigh is safe while you are there. She would attempt nothing which you might see. Therefore, you must stay. Your mission is not yet accomplished."

"Do you think I could tell Uncle Carl that he must let Jessie know there is a will with the solicitor?"

"I think so ... in time. Not just yet. Let him get over all the excitement of today. Do you agree?"

"Perhaps you are right. I am sorry to have involved you in this."

"It has added spice to my visit, I do assure you."

We had come into the shrubbery.

"Good night," I said.

He took my hand and held it for a long time. He was smiling at me in a certain way and I had a great desire to stay there with him.

I should have been warned.

As I went into the house I saw Evalina. She ran past me and up the stairs. At the top she turned back and looked at me almost maliciously.

I thought: That girl is everywhere.

And I went to my room. I knew as soon as one instinctively does that certain things were not quite in the place in which one has left them. I hurriedly went to my cupboard. Now I was sure of it.

I turned the key in the lock of my door and thoughtfully prepared for bed.

Evalina had reported what she had seen and obviously suspicions had been aroused. I was more thankful than ever that Gerard had taken the will to Rosen. If I had kept it it would certainly have been discovered by whoever had searched my room.

That night I had a nightmare. I was in Enderby Hall and suddenly ghosts from the past rose up and came toward me. I put out my hands to hold them off but they came nearer and nearer. And among them was Gerard... . There was earth on his clothes and his face was deathly white. He was one of them ... one of those ghosts from the past.

He had something in his hand. It was a scroll of paper. Uncle Carl's will!

And he began to laugh ... evilly ... and all the time his luminous eyes were fixed on me.

Then someone was calling to me. "Danger... . Get away while there is time."

I woke up with a terrible start. It had all seemed so real.

I lay staring into the darkness. Who was Gerard? I asked. What did I know of him? When I looked back over the last days my conduct seemed inexplicable. I had formed a friendship with this stranger whom I had known for a few hours when I told him the secrets of my family; I had entrusted him with the will.

I must be losing my senses. The old Zipporah looking accusingly at my new self who had taken on this task and had brought in a stranger to help. What could I have done? I could have written home, I could have told them of the situation here, asked advice. If Jean-Louis was not fit to come, Sabrina could.

That was what the old Zipporah would have done. The new one seemed to have come into being since I had strayed out on that night and Gerard d'Aubigne had risen like a ghost from the haunted ground.

I had made up my mind. Tomorrow I would call in at Rosen, Stead and Rosen and assure myself that the will had indeed been deposited.

This censorious mood directed against my new self persisted during the morning. I did not get a chance to convey anything to my uncle at the eleven o'clock session. Jessie was watching us intently the whole time, but in the afternoon I walked into the town.

Mr. Rosen greeted me with pleasure and I immediately asked him if Monsieur Gerard d'Aubigne had delivered the will yesterday afternoon.

"Indeed yes," he said. "A charming and most helpful gentleman. Now we need have no qualms. Everything is perfectly in order."

I felt ashamed of myself for distrusting Gerard.

I felt worse still when I passed the inn and saw the carriage there.

I was walking hurriedly along the road when I heard it clop-ping after me.

He pulled up and smiled at me rather roguishly.

"You could have trusted me," he said.

I decided that I would be perfectly frank with him and not pretend that I had gone into the town for some other purpose. "I had to make sure," I said.

"Of course."

He helped me into the carriage.

"And now," he said, "you are satisfied."

"I am, and I do thank you most sincerely for your help."

He smiled as we gamboled along.