‘You got heart, Dave,’ Tigo said. He looked at the gun. He picked it up and broke it open.
‘What you doing?’ Dave asked.
‘Another cartridge,’ Tigo said. ‘Six chambers,
‘You?’
‘The boys said …’ Tigo stopped talking. ‘Yeah, I’m game,’ he added, his voice curiously low.
‘It’s your turn, you know.’
‘I know.’
Dave watched as Tigo picked up the gun.
‘You ever been rowboating on the lake?’
Tigo looked across the table at him, his eyes wide. ‘Once,’ he said. ‘I went with Juana.’
‘Is it…is it any kicks?’
‘Yeah. Yeah, it’s grand kicks. You mean you never been?’
‘No,’ Dave said.
‘Hey, you got to try it, man,’ Tigo said excitedly. ‘You’ll like it. Hey, you try it.’
‘Yeah, I was thinking maybe this Sunday I’d …’ He did not complete the sentence.
‘My spin,’ Tigo said wearily. He twirled the cylinder. ‘Here goes a good man,’ he said, and he put the revolver to his head and squeezed the trigger.
Dave smiled nervously. ‘No rest for the weary,’ he said.’ But, Jesus, you got heart. I don’t know if I can go through with it.’
‘Sure, you can,’ Tigo assured him. ‘Listen, what’s there to be afraid of?’ He slid the gun across the table.
‘We keep this up all night?’ Dave asked.
‘They said …you know …’
‘Well, it ain’t so bad. I mean, hell, we didn’t have this operation, we wouldn’ta got a chance to talk, huh?’ He grinned feebly.
‘Yeah,’ Tigo said, his face splitting in a wide grin. ‘It ain’t been so bad, huh?’
‘No, it’s been …well, you know, these guys on the club, who can talk to them?’
He picked up the gun.
‘We could …’ Tigo started.
‘What?’
‘We could say …well …like we kept shootin’ an’ nothing happened, so …” Tigo shrugged. ‘What the hell! We can’t do this all night, can we?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘Let’s make this the last spin. Listen, they don’t like it, they can take a flying leap, you know?’
‘I don’t think they’ll like it. We supposed to settle for the clubs.’
‘Screw the clubs!’ Tigo said vehemently. ‘Can’t we pick our own …’ The word was hard coming. When it came, he said it softly, and his eyes did not leave Dave’s face. ‘…friends?’
‘Sure we can,’ Dave said fervently. ‘Sure we can! Why not?’
‘The last spin,’ Tigo said. ‘Come on, the last spin.’
‘Gone,’ Dave said. ‘Hey, you know, I’m
‘Yeah, one boat,’ Tigo said. ‘Hey, your girl’ll like Juana, I mean it. She’s a swell chick.’
The cylinder stopped. Dave put the gun to his head quickly.
‘Here’s to Sunday,’ he said. He grinned at Tigo, and Tigo grinned back, and then Dave fired.
The explosion rocked the small basement room, ripping away half of Dave’s head, shattering his face. A small sharp cry escaped Tigo’s throat, and a look of incredulous shock knifed his eyes.
Then he put his head on the table and began weeping.
1960
JIM THOMPSON
FOREVER AFTER