The Morning Gift

She shrugged. ‘It was very difficult, I must say. The most difficult thing I’ve ever done.’

‘And with luck the most difficult thing you’ll ever have to do.’

She shook her head. ‘I think not.’ The words were almost inaudible. ‘I think that for my people, night has come.’

‘Nonsense.’ He spoke with deliberate briskness. ‘There’ll be a way of helping you. I’ll go to the British Consulate in the morning.’

Again that shake of the head, sending the blonde, absurdly abundant hair swinging on her shoulders. ‘I’ve tried everything. There’s a man called Eichmann who runs something called the Department of Emigration. He’s supposed to help people to leave, but what he really does is make sure they’re stripped of everything they own. You don’t know what it’s like – people weeping and shouting . . .’

He had risen and begun to walk up and down, needing to think. ‘What a huge place this is!’

She nodded. ‘Twelve rooms. My grandmother had two of them, but she died last year. When I was small I used to ride round and round the corridors on my tricycle.’ She followed him. ‘That’s my father in the uniform of the 14th Uhlans. He was decorated twice for bravery – he couldn’t believe that none of that counted.’

‘Is he completely Jewish?’

‘By birth, yes. I don’t think he ever thought about it. His religion was to do with people . . . with everyone trying to make themselves into the best sort of person they could be. He believed in a God that belonged to everyone . . . you had to guard the spark that was in you and make it into a flame. And my mother was brought up as a Catholic so it’s doubly hard for her. She’s only half-Jewish, or maybe a quarter, we’re not quite sure. She had a very Aryan mother – a sort of goat-herding lady.’

‘So that makes you . . . what? Three-quarters? Five-eighths? It’s hard to believe.’

She smiled. ‘My snub nose, you mean – and being fair? My grandmother came from the country – the goat-herding one. My grandfather really found her tending goats – well, almost. She came from a farm. We used to laugh at her a bit and call her Heidi; she never opened a book in her life, but I’m grateful to her now because I look like her and no one ever molests me.’

They had reached a glassed-in verandah overlooking the courtyard. In the corner beside an oleander in a tub, was a painted cradle adorned with roses and lilies. Over the headboard, painstakingly scrolled, were the words Ruthie’s cradle.

Quin set it rocking with the toe of his shoe. Beside him, Ruth had fallen silent. Down in the courtyard a single tree – a chestnut in full blossom – stretched out its arms. A swing was suspended from one branch; on a washing line strung between two posts hung a row of red-and-white checked tea towels, and a baby’s shirt no bigger than a handkerchief.

‘I used to play down there,’ she said. ‘All through my childhood. It seemed so safe to me. The safest place in the world.’

He had made no sound, yet something made her turn to look at him. She had thought of the Englishman as kind and civilized. Now the crumpled face looked devilish: the mouth twisted, the skin stretched tight over the bones. It lasted only a moment, his transformation into someone to fear. Then he laid a hand lightly on her arm.

‘You’ll see. There will be something we can do.’

Ruth had not exaggerated. There were no words to describe the chaos and despair the Anschluss had caused. He had arrived early at the British Consulate but already there were queues. People begged for pieces of paper – visas, passports, permits – as the starving begged for bread.

‘I’m sorry, sir, I can’t do anything about this,’ said the clerk, looking at Ruth’s documents. ‘It’s not the British refusing to let her in, it’s the Austrians refusing to let her out. She’d have to re-apply for emigration and that could take months or years. The quota’s full, as you know.’

‘If I was willing to sponsor her – to guarantee she wouldn’t be a burden on the state? Or get her a domestic work permit? My family would offer her employment.’

‘You’d have to do that from England, sir. Everything’s at sixes and sevens here with Austria no longer being an independent state. The Embassy’s going to close and they’re sending staff home all the time.’

‘Look, the girl’s twenty years old. Her entire family’s in England – she’s alone in the world.’

‘I’m sorry, sir,’ the young man repeated wearily. ‘Believe me, the things I’ve seen here . . . but there’s nothing that can be done at this end. At least nothing you’d consider.’

‘And what wouldn’t I consider?’

The young man told him.

Oh, bother the girl, thought Quin. He had a sleeper booked on the evening train; the exams began in less than a week. When he took his sabbatical, he’d promised to be back for the end of term. Letting his deputy mark his papers was no part of his plan.