Weirder Shadows Over Innsmouth

When he gave up at five o’clock, he hadn’t seen anyone who looked mildly disadvantaged, never mind actively poor. He’d caught sight of a few Mexicans, engaged in yard-work or carrying sheets to or from vacation rentals, but it wasn’t the economic bracket that mattered. He’d seen no one who… he wasn’t even sure what the umbrella term would be. No one homeless. No one who looked like they’d ever been on medication stronger than some discrete Prozac, or Xanax to smooth out the bumps.

Living in San Francisco—or pretty much any modern town, he’d have thought—brought you into unavoidable occasional contact with someone who seemed to have been jammed into the world sideways. A corner-shouter. A crazy person. Even a simple down-and-out.

In Carmel, not so much. In fact, not at all.

Maybe there was a town ordinance for that, too.

* * *

On the way back to the cottage he stopped off at the grocery store. He brought a few snacks toward an evening meal at home. He also bought a bottle of wine.

After supper he sat out on the front deck and watched the world go by. It went by, smoothly, and without grit.

* * *

He went into the studio early the next morning, though his head did not feel great. He left again after ten minutes and went walking instead. He was more methodical than on the previous day, tracing the streets in a grid pattern. He saw houses he’d never noticed before, though none that looked cheap. He saw a somewhat run-down motor vehicle, but it was vintage rather than simply old.

He still saw no one to disturb the ineffable calm of the locals. No one who smelled. No one sitting with their hand held out, slumped beside a cardboard sign and a patient hound. No one with a battered acoustic guitar on their lap. No one with dreadlocks or dusty clothes.

At one point he thought he saw someone in a long black coat, some distance away, in shadows down a side street. Not just a coat, but wearing a dark and crooked hat, too.

This seemed sufficiently distinctive—and out of keeping with the locals’ usual pastel modes of dress—that he hurried down the street to get a better look, but either the person had moved on or had never been more than a trick of the light.

David considered himself no bleeding-heart liberal. He’d volunteered for neither soup kitchen nor shelter in his life. When confronted with such people on his home turf in the city, he experienced the same feelings of discomfort, fear and irritation as everyone else. Here, though… here, it niggled at him. He wasn’t sure why.

It wasn’t that the town was pissing him off. He liked it well enough, and still hoped to do good work in it. It simply seemed… strange. Could you really have a town in which there were no off-notes, nobody wonky, no misfits? Did such a policy have to be enforced, or was Carmel somehow self-regulating, a delightful painting in which no discordant elements had been incorporated, and for which there was simply no room—a work of living art rendered from a fixed palette in which there were no colors to evoke the discordant?

In the afternoon he went to Bonnie’s once more. He hadn’t intended to, had in fact grown bored of looking at the wall there, and believed he already knew what he needed to put in front of it. He seemed to have become mildly addicted to their coffee, however, and as he was about to pay, he realised something else might come of his visit.

“Do you live here?” he asked the barista girl.

“All my life.”

“Like it?”

“Well… sure.”

“There ever been any homeless people here? That you’ve seen?”

She stared at him for a moment, then laughed.

He went home, but he did not paint.

* * *

He’d told himself he put the second bottle in the basket just so he wouldn’t have to come by the market again the next day. By the time the first was finished, however, he was no longer that guy. He was the other guy. He knew there must be a link between these two men, some way one flowed into the next, but he’d never been able to spot the point where one ended and the other began.

It wasn’t like he had a drinking problem. Sometimes he simply drank too much. It tended to make him cheerful and mischievous rather than depressed or maudlin. The problem lay not with how he was when he was drunk, but how he felt the following day.

If there’s anything that breaks the chain of creation, it’s a hangover. Try telling that to The Other Guy, though. He won’t listen. It may well be from him that inspiration comes in the first place, but he’s not the guy who has to stand there making stroke follow stroke in the hours of daylight, and so he just doesn’t care.

About a third of the way through the second bottle, the idea dropped into David’s head. He could see right away that it was dangerously close to the kind of thing some of his long-ago art college buddies might have undertaken, far too seriously. It was unlike anything he’d ever done. Unlike painting at all, in fact.