The Secret to Success

I am not sure who ran their mouth, but word got back to Pastor Willis that I dropped out of school. Initially, he just asked me about it. Even though I was going to church regularly, I still had not been completely converted. I didn’t lie to the pastor about my school status, but I was extremely evasive. He didn’t say much at first, but he was a military man so I knew it wouldn’t take long before he turned up the heat and treated me like I was his son. “Son,” he said, “I need you to either go back to school or I need you to get your G.E.D. You have too much talent to waste your time on these streets. You are going to be something one day, so don’t allow this little obstacle to stand in your way. After you get your G.E.D. I am going to see to it that you go to college. In fact, I will personally write you a letter of recommendation.” I thought it was a very motivational display for a pastor. If I didn’t know any better I would have thought he meant every word he said, but I was too smart for that. I knew he only said it because he was a pastor and that’s what pastors do. He probably said that to every young person in his congregation. Plus, I had been told by teachers that I was a clown, and I wasn’t disciplined enough to go to college. So I dismissed the thought and kept going to church like we never had the conversation. That didn’t deter him much; a few weeks later in church, Sister Willis (our First Lady) came up to me and asked if I ever started working on that G.E.D. “I can’t believe pastor talked to you about that, I thought that was between the two of us?” I thought. She gave me that, I am his wife he tells me everything look. “No ma’am, I haven’t been back to school.” “Go get your G.E.D. baby and go to college,” she said as she gave me a big motherly hug and a soft kiss on the cheek. “I love you.”

I loved the entire Center family but there were times I hated the pressure they put on me to excel and be great. But whenever I think about wanting to be in a pressure free environment, I think of this quote by Peter Marshall, “When we long for life without difficulties, remind us that oaks grow strong in contrary winds and diamonds are made under pressure.”

CHAPTER

8

Momentum Is Promiscuous:

One Day It’s With You, The Next

Day It’s Gone…

“Promiscuous girl, Wherever you are”

“I’m all alone and it’s you that I want”

“Promiscuous Boy, You already know

That I’m all yours, what are you waiting for?”

-    Nelly Furtado ft. Timbaland- Promiscuous Girl

After a sporting event the head coach of the losing team is often asked about the game and what went wrong. The answer often begins with “we lost the momentum.” It’s a phrase commonly used to describe why things are not going in our favor at a particular time. The way in which we use the phrase makes it seem as if momentum is an object that we can physically touch or feel, such as “we lost the keys.” The truth is that momentum, in the sense in which we are discussing, is a feeling, and if it’s a feeling, that means we have the ability to have it on our side at all times if we so choose. It took me a while to figure out this concept.

I was sitting in church one day when Elder Craig walked up to the microphone and said he was going to teach the congregation how to never have another bad day in their life. I took a personal interest because it seemed as though my luck was running low. Less than four months after I started living with Sister Cash she decided she had enough of Detroit, so she moved back down south to Atlanta. Once again, I was homeless and it was starting to effect my disposition. I was slowly slipping into a depressive state. The elder grabbed the microphone, opened his bible, and read a passage from Proverbs 17:22, which states, “A merry heart does the body good like medicine.” It was simple, but it made sense. That was the reason Bob was so optimistic, he understood the true meaning of the text. He knew that our disposition was related to our destiny in the same way as a steering wheel is related to a car. Your disposition controls the destination of your life and places you in a position to succeed.

Reprogramming My Mind