"Dr. Lowell…tell me what was dream and what was real? I know that no doll could have killed John!
"Did he reach out to me when he was dying, and did the dream come from that? Or did I…dreaming…kill
him?"
CHAPTER XII: TECHNIQUE OF MADAME MANDILIP
There was an agony in her eyes that forbade the truth, so I lied to her.
"I can comfort you as to that, at least. Your husband died of entirely natural causes-from a blood clot in
the brain. My examination satisfied me thoroughly as to that. You had nothing to do with it. As for the
doll-you had an unusually vivid dream, that is all."
She looked at me as one who would give her soul to believe. She said:
"But I heard him die!"
"It is quite possible-" I plunged into a somewhat technical explanation which I knew she would not quite
understand, but would, perhaps, be therefore convincing-"You may have been half-awake-on what we
term the borderline of waking consciousness. In all probability the entire dream was suggested by what
you heard. Your subconsciousness tried to explain the sounds, and conceived the whole fantastic drama
you have recited to me. What seemed, in your dream, to take up many minutes actually passed through
your mind in a split second-the subconsciousness makes its own time. It is a common experience. A
door slams, or there is some other abrupt and violent sound. It awakens the sleeper. When he is fully
awake he has recollection of some singularly vivid dream which ended with a loud noise. In reality, his
dream began with the noise. The dream may have seemed to him to have taken hours. It was, in fact,
almost instantaneous, taking place in the brief moment between noise and awakening."
She drew a deep breath; her eyes lost some of their agony. I pressed my advantage.
"And there is another thing you must remember-your condition. It makes many women peculiarly
subject to realistic dreams, usually of an unpleasant character. Sometimes even to hallucinations."
She whispered: "That is true. When little Mollie was coming I had the most dreadful dreams-"
She hesitated; I saw doubt again cloud her face.
"But the doll-the doll is gone!" she said.
I cursed to myself at that, caught unawares and with no ready answer. But McCann had one. He said,
easily:
"Sure it's gone, Mollie. I dropped it down the chute into the waste. After what you told me I thought
you'd better not see it any more."
She asked, sharply:
"Where did you find it? I looked for it."
"Guess you weren't in shape to do much looking," he answered. "I found it down at the foot of the kid's
crib, all messed up in the covers. It was busted. Looked like the kid had been dancing on it in her sleep."
She said hesitantly: "It might have slipped down. I don't think I looked there-"
I said, severely, so she might not suspect collusion between McCann and myself:
"You ought not to have done that, McCann. If you had shown the doll to her, Mrs. Gilmore would have
known at once that she had been dreaming and she would have been spared much pain."
"Well, I ain't a doctor." His voice was sullen. "I done what I thought best."
"Go down and see if you can find it," I ordered, tartly. He glanced at me sharply. I nodded-and hoped
he understood. In a few minutes he returned.
"They cleaned out the waste only fifteen minutes ago," he reported, lugubriously. "The doll went with it. I
found this, though."
He held up a little strap from which dangled a half-dozen miniature books. He asked:
"Was them what you dreamed the doll dropped on the dressing table, Mollie?"
She stared, and shrank away.
"Yes," she whispered. "Please put it away, Dan. I don't want to see it."
He looked at me, triumphantly.
"I guess maybe I was right at that when I threw the doll away, Doc."
I said: "At any rate, now that Mrs. Gilmore is satisfied it was all a dream, there's no harm done."
"And now," I took her cold hands in mine. "I'm going to prescribe for you. I don't want you to stay in this
place a moment longer than you can help. I want you to pack a bag with whatever you and little Mollie
may need for a week or so, and leave at once. I am thinking of your condition-and a little life that is on
its way. I will attend to all the necessary formalities. You can instruct McCann as to the other details. But
I want you to go. Will you do this?"
To my relief, she assented readily. There was a somewhat harrowing moment when she and the child
bade farewell to the body. But before many minutes she was on her way with McCann to relations. The
child had wanted to take "the boy and girl dolls." I had refused to allow this, even at the risk of again
arousing the mother's suspicions. I wanted nothing of Madame Mandilip to accompany them to their
refuge. McCann supported me, and the dolls were left behind.
I called an undertaker whom I knew. I made a last examination of the body. The minute puncture would
not be noticed, I was sure. There was no danger of an autopsy, since my certification of the cause of