The less we love a woman the easier 'tis to be liked by her, and thus more surely we undo her4 among bewitching toils. Time was when cool debauch was lauded as the art of love, trumpeting everywhere about itself,8 taking its pleasure without loving. But that grand game is worthy of old sapajous of our forefathers' vaunted times;12 the fame of Lovelaces has faded with the fame of red heels and of majestic periwigs.
VIII
Who does not find it tedious to dissemble; diversely to repeat the same; try gravely to convince one4 of what all have been long convinced; to hear the same objections, annihilate the prejudices which never had and hasn't8 a little girl of thirteen years! Who will not grow weary of threats, entreaties, vows, feigned fear, notes running to six pages,12 betrayals, gossiping, rings, tears, surveillances of aunts, of mothers, and the onerous friendship of husbands!
IX
Exactly thus my Eugene thought. In his first youth he had been victim of tempestuous errings4 and of unbridled passions. Spoiled by a habitude of life, with one thing for a while enchanted, disenchanted with another,8 irked slowly by desire, irked, too, by volatile success, hearkening in the hubbub and the hush to the eternal mutter of his soul,12 smothering yawns with laughter: this was the way he killed eight years, having lost life's best bloom.
X
With belles no longer did he fall in love, but dangled after them just anyhow; when they refused, he solaced in a twinkle;4 when they betrayed, was glad to rest. He sought them without rapture, while he left them without regret, hardly remembering their love and spite.8 Exactly thus does an indifferent guest drive up for evening whist: sits down; then, when the game is over, he drives off from the place,12 at home falls peacefully asleep, and in the morning does not know himself where he will drive to in the evening.
XI
But on receiving Tanya's missive, Onegin was profoundly touched: the language of a maiden's daydreams4 stirred up in him a swarm of thoughts; and he recalled winsome Tatiana's pale color, mournful air; and in a sweet and sinless dream8 his soul became absorbed. Perhaps an ancient glow of feelings possessed him for a minute; but he did not wish to deceive12 an innocent soul's trustfulness. Now we'll flit over to the garden where Tatiana encountered him.
XII
For a few seconds they were silent; Onegin then went up to her and quoth: “You wrote to me.4 Do not deny it. I have read a trustful soul's avowals, an innocent love's outpourings; your candidness appeals to me,8 in me it has excited emotions long grown silent. But I don't want to praise you — I will repay you for it12 with an avowal likewise void of art; hear my confession; unto your judgment I submit.
XIII
“If I by the domestic circle had wanted to bound life; if to be father, husband,4 a pleasant lot had ordered me; if with the familistic picture I were but for one moment captivated; then, doubtlessly, save you alone8 no other bride I'd seek. I'll say without madrigal spangles: my past ideal having found, I'd doubtlessly have chosen you alone12 for mate of my sad days, in gage of all that's beautiful, and would have been happy — in so far as I could!
XIV
“But I'm not made for bliss; my soul is strange to it; in vain are your perfections:4 I'm not at all worthy of them. Believe me (conscience is thereof the pledge), wedlock to us would be a torment. However much I loved you,8 having grown used, I'd cease to love at once; you would begin to weep; your tears would fail to touch my heart — they merely would exasperate it.12 Judge, then, what roses Hymen would lay in store for us — and, possibly, for many days!
XV
“What in the world can be worse than a family where the poor wife frets over an undeserving husband4 and day and evening is alone; where the dull husband, knowing her worth (yet cursing fate), is always sullen, silent, cross,8 and coldly jealous? Thus I. And is it this you sought with pure flaming soul when with such simplicity,12 with such intelligence, to me you wrote? Can it be true that such a portion is by stern fate assigned to you?
XVI
“For dreams and years there's no return; I shall not renovate my soul. I love you with a brother's love4 and maybe still more tenderly. So listen to me without wrath: a youthful maid will more than once for dreams exchange light dreams;8 a sapling thus its leaves changes with every spring. By heaven thus 'tis evidently destined. Again you will love; but.12 learn to control yourself; not everyone as I will understand you; to trouble inexperience leads.”
XVII
Thus Eugene preached. Nought seeing through her tears, scarce breathing, without protests,4 Tatiana listened to him. His arm to her he offered. Sadly (as it is said: “mechanically”), Tatiana leaned on it in silence,8 bending her languid little head; homeward [they] went around the kitchen garden; together they arrived, and none dreamt of reproving them for this:12 its happy rights has country freedom as well as haughty Moscow has.
XVIII
You will agree, my reader, that very nicely did our pal act toward melancholy Tanya;4 not for the first time here did he reveal a real nobility of soul, though people's ill will spared nothing in him:8 his foes, his friends (which, maybe, are the same) upbraided him this way and that. Foes upon earth has everyone,12 but God preserve us from our friends! Ah me, those friends, those friends! Not without cause have I recalled them.
XIX
What's that? Oh, nothing. I am lulling empty black reveries; I only in parenthesis observe4 that there's no despicable slander spawned in a garret by a babbler and by the rabble of the monde encouraged, that there's no such absurdity,8 nor vulgar epigram, that with a smile your friend in a circle of decent people without the slightest malice or design12 will not repeat a hundred times in error; yet he professes to stand up for you: he loves you so!... Oh, like a kinsman!
XX
Hm, hm, gent reader, are all your kindred well? Allow me; you might want, perhaps,4 to learn from me now what exactly is meant by “kinsfolks”? Well, here's what kinsfolks are: we are required to pet them, love them,8 esteem them cordially, and, following popular custom, come Christmas, visit them, or else congratulate them postally,12 so that for the remainder of the year they will not think about us. So grant them, God, long life!
XXI
As to the love of tender beauties, 'tis surer than friendship or kin: even mid restless tempests you retain4 rights over it. No doubt, so. But one has to reckon with fashion's whirl, with nature's waywardness, with the stream of the monde's opinion —8 while the sweet sex is light as fluff. Moreover, the opinions of her husband should by a virtuous wife be always honored;12 your faithful mistress thus may in a trice be swept away: with love jokes Satan.
XXII
Whom, then, to love? Whom to believe? Who is the only one that won't betray us? Who measures all deeds and all speeches4 obligingly by our own foot rule? Who does not sow slander about us? Who coddles us with care? To whom our vice is not so bad?8 Who never bores us? Efforts in vain not wasting (as would a futile phantom-seeker), love your own self,12 my worthly honored reader. A worthy object! Surely, nothing more amiable exists.
XXIII
What was the consequence of the interview? Alas, it is not hard to guess! Love's frenzied sufferings4 did not stop agitating the youthful soul avid of sadness; nay, poor Tatiana more intensely with joyless passion burns;8 sleep shuns her bed; health, life's bloom and its sweetness, smile, virginal tranquillity — all, like an empty sound, have ceased to be,12 and gentle Tanya's youth is darkling: thus a storm's shadow clothes the scarce-born day.
XXIV
Alas, Tatiana fades away, grows pale, is wasting, and is mute! Nothing beguiles her4 or moves her soul. Shaking gravely their heads, among themselves the neighbors whisper: Time, time she married!...8 But that will do. I must make haste to cheer the imagination with the picture of happy love. I cannot help, my dears,12 being constrained by pity; forgive me: I do love so much my dear Tatiana!
XXV
From hour to hour more captivated by the attractions of young Olga, Vladimir to delicious thralldom4 fully gave up his soul. He's ever with her. In her chamber they sit together in the dark; or in the garden, arm in arm,8 they stroll at morningtide; and what of it? With love intoxicated, in the confusion of a tender shame, he only dares sometimes,12 by Olga's smile encouraged, play with an unwound curl or kiss the border of her dress.
XXVI
Sometimes he reads to Olya a moralistic novel — in which the author4 knows nature better than Chateaubriand — and, meanwhile, two-three pages (empty chimeras, fables, for hearts of maidens dangerous)8 he blushingly leaves out. Retiring far from everybody, over the chessboard they, leaning their elbows on the table,12 at times sit deep in thought, and Lenski in abstraction takes with a pawn his own rook.
XXVII
When he drives home, at home he also is with his Olga occupied, the volatile leaves of an album4 assiduously adorns for her: now draws therein agrestic views, a gravestone, the temple of Cypris, or a dove on a lyre8 (using a pen and, slightly, colors); now on the pages of remembrance, beneath the signatures of others, he leaves a tender verse —12 mute monument of reverie, an instant thought's light trace, still, after many years, the same.
XXVIII
You have, of course, seen more than once the album of a provincial miss, by all her girl friends scrawled over from the end,4 from the beginning, and around. Here, in defiance of orthography, lines without meter, [passed on] by tradition, in token of faithful friendship are entered,8 diminished, lengthened. On the first leaf you are confronted with:Qu' écrirez-vous sur ces tablettes? signed: toute à vous Annette;12 and on the last one you will read: “Whoever more than I loves you, let him write farther than I do.”
XXIX
Here you are sure to find two hearts, a torch, and flowerets; here you will read no doubt4 love's vows “Unto the tomb slab”; some military poetaster here has dashed off a roguish rhyme. In such an album, to be frank, my friends,8 I too am glad to write, at heart being convinced that any zealous trash of mine will merit an indulgent glance12 and that thereafter, with a wicked smile, one will not solemnly examine if I could babble wittily or not.
XXX
But you, odd volumes from the bibliotheca of the devils, the gorgeous albums,4 the rack of fashionable rhymesters; you, nimbly ornamented by Tolstoy's wonder-working brush, or Baratïnski's pen,8 let the Lord's levin burn you! Whenever her in-quarto a resplendent lady proffers to me, a tremor and a waspishness possess me,12 and at the bottom of my soul there stirs an epigram — but madrigals you have to write for them!
XXXI
Not madrigals does Lenski write in the album of young Olga; his pen breathes love —4 it does not glitter frigidly with wit. Whatever he notes, whatever he hears concerning Olga, this he writes about; and full of vivid truth8 flow, riverlike, his elegies. Thus you, inspired Yazïkov, sing, in the surgings of your heart, God knows whom, and the precious code12 of elegies will represent for you someday the entire story of your fate.
XXXII
But soft! You hear? A critic stern commands us to throw off the sorry wreath of elegies;4 and to our brotherhood of rhymesters cries: “Do stop whimpering and croaking always the same thing, regretting 'the foregone, the past';8 enough! Sing about something else!” — You're right, and surely you'll point out to us the trumpet, mask, and dagger, and everywhence a dead stock of ideas12 bid us revive. Thus friend? — “Nowise! Far from it! Write odes, gentlemen,
XXXIII
“as in a mighty age one wrote them, as was in times of yore established.” Nothing but solemn odes?4 Oh, come, friend; what's this to the purpose? Recall what said the satirist! Does the shrewd lyrist in “As Others See It” seem more endurable to you8 than our glum rhymesters? — “But in the elegy all is so null; its empty aim is pitiful; whilst the aim of the ode is lofty12 and noble.” Here I might argue with you, but I keep still: I do not want to make two ages quarrel.
XXXIV
A votary of fame and freedom, in the excitement of his stormy thoughts, Vladimir might have written odes,4 only that Olga did not read them. Have ever chanced larmoyant poets to read their works before the eyes of their beloved ones? It is said, no higher8 rewards are in the world. And, verily, blest is the modest lover reading his daydreams to the object of songs and love,12 a pleasantly languorous belle! Blest — though perhaps by something quite different she is diverted.
XXXV
But I the products of my fancies and of harmonious device read but to an old nurse,4 companion of my youth; or after a dull dinner, when a neighbor strays in to see me — having caught him by a coat skirt unexpectedly —8 I choke him in a corner with a tragedy, or else (but that's apart from jesting), haunted by yearnings and by rhymes, roaming along my lake,12 I scare a flock of wild ducks; they, on heeding the chant of sweet-toned strophes, fly off the banks.
XXXVII
But what about Onegin? By the way, brothers! I beg your patience: his daily occupations in detail4 I shall describe to you. Onegin anchoretically lived; he rose in summer between six and seven and, lightly clad, proceeded to the river8 that ran under the hillside. Imitating the songster of Gulnare, across this Hellespont he swam, then drank his coffee, while he flipped12 through some wretched review, and dressed
XXXIX
Rambles, and reading, and sound sleep, the sylvan shade, the purl of streams, sometimes a white-skinned, dark-eyed girl's4 young and fresh kiss, a horse of mettle, bridle-true, a rather fancy dinner, a bottle of bright wine,8 seclusion, quiet — this was Onegin's saintly life; and he insensibly to it surrendered, the fair summer days12 in carefree mollitude not counting, oblivious of both town and friends and of the boredom of festive devices.
XL
But our Northern summer is a caricature of Southern winters; it will glance by and vanish: this is known,4 though to admit it we don't wish. The sky already breathed of autumn, the sun already shone more seldom, the day was growing shorter,8 the woods' mysterious canopy with a sad murmur bared itself, mist settled on the fields, the caravan of clamorous geese12 was tending southward; there drew near a rather tedious period; November stood already at the door.
XLI
Dawn rises in cold murk; stilled in the grainfields is the noise of labors; with his hungry female, the wolf4 comes out upon the road; the road horse, sensing him, snorts, and the wary traveler goes tearing uphill at top speed;8 no longer does the herdsman drive at sunrise the cows out of the shippon, and at the hour of midday in a circle his horn does not call them together;12 in her small hut singing, the maiden23 spins and, the friend of winter nights, in front of her the splintlight crackles.
XLII
And now the frosts already crackle and silver 'mid the fields (the reader now expects the rhyme “froze-rose” —4 here, take it quick!). Neater than modish parquetry, the ice-clad river shines. The gladsome crew of boys248 cut with their skates resoundingly the ice; a heavy goose with red feet, planning to swim upon the bosom of the waters, steps carefully upon the ice,12 slidders, and falls. The gay first snow flicks, whirls, falling in stars upon the bank.
XLIII
What can one do at this time in the wilds? Walk? But the country at that time is an involuntary eyesore4 in its unbroken nakedness. Go galloping in the harsh prairie? But, catching with a blunted shoe the treacherous ice, one's mount8 is likely any moment to come down. Stay under your desolate roof, read; here is Pradt, here's Walter Scott! Don't want to? Verify expenses,12 grumble or drink, and the long evening somehow will pass; and next day the same thing, and famously you'll spend the winter.
XLIV
Onegin like a regular Childe Harold lapsed into pensive indolence: right after sleep he takes a bath with ice,4 and then, at home all day, alone, absorbed in calculations, armed with a blunt cue, using two balls,8 ever since morn plays billiards. The country evening comes; abandoned are billiards, the cue is forgot. Before the fireplace the table is laid;12 Eugene waits; here comes Lenski, borne by a troika of roan horses; quick, let's have dinner!
XLV
Of Veuve Clicquot or of Moët the blesséd wine in a chilled bottle for the poet4 is brought at once upon the table. It sparkles Hippocrenelike;25 with its briskness and froth (a simile of this and that)8 it used to captivate me: for its sake my last poor lepton I was wont to give away — remember, friends? Its magic stream engendered12 no dearth of foolishness, but also lots of jokes, and verses, and arguments, and merry dreams!
XLVI
But with its noisy froth it plays false to my stomach, and nowadays sedate Bordeaux4 already I've preferred to it. For Ay I'm no longer fit, Ay is like a mistress, brilliant, volatile, vivacious,8 and whimsical, and shallow. But you, Bordeaux, are like a friend who in grief and misfortune is always, everywhere, a comrade,12 ready to render us a service or share our quiet leisure. Long live Bordeaux, our friend!
XLVII
The fire is out; barely with ashes is filmed the golden coal; in a barely distinguishable stream4 the vapor weaves, and the grate faintly exhales some warmth. The smoke of pipes goes up the chimney. The bright goblet amid the table fizzes yet.8 The evening gloam comes on (I'm fond of friendly prate and of a friendly bowl of wine at that time which is called12 time between wolf and dog — though why, I do not see). Now the two friends converse.
XLVIII
“Well, how are the fair neighbors? How's Tatiana? How is your sprightly Olga?” “Pour me half a glass more....4 That'll do, dear chap.... The entire family is well; they send you salutations.... Ah, my dear chap, how beautiful the shoulders of Olga have become!8 Ah, what a bosom! What a soul!... Someday let's visit them; they will appreciate it; or else, my friend, judge for yourself — you dropped in twice, and after that12 you never even showed your nose. In fact — well, what a dolt I am! You are invited there next week.”
XLIX
“I?” “Yes, Tatiana's name day is Saturday. Ólinka and the mother bade me ask you, and there's no reason4 you should not come in answer to their call.” “But there will be a mass of people and all kinds of such scum.” “Oh, nobody, I am quite certain.8 Who might be there? The family only. Let's go, do me the favor. Well?” “I consent.” “How nice you are!” And with these words he drained12 his glass, a toast to the fair neighbor — and then waxed voluble again, talking of Olga. Such is love!
L
Merry he was. A fortnight hence the blissful date was set, and the nuptial bed's mystery4 and love's sweet crown awaited his transports. Hymen's cares, woes, yawnings' chill train,8 he never visioned. Whereas we, enemies of Hymen, perceive in home life but a series of tedious images,12 a novel in the genre of Lafontaine.26 O my poor Lenski! For the said life he at heart was born.
LI
He was loved — or at least he thought so — and was happy. Blest hundredfold is he who is devoted4 to faith; who, having curbed cold intellect, in the heart's mollitude reposes as, bedded for the night, a drunken traveler, or (more tenderly) as a butterfly8 absorbed in a spring flower; but pitiful is he who foresees all, whose head is never in a whirl, who hates all movements and all words12 in their interpretation, whose heart is by experience chilled and forbidden to get lost in dreams.