Chased by the vernal beams, down the surrounding hills the snows already have run in turbid streams4 onto the inundated fields. With a serene smile, nature greets through her sleep the morning of the year. Bluing, the heavens shine.8 The yet transparent woods as if with down are greening. The bee flies from her waxen cell after the tribute of the field.12 The dales grow dry and varicolored. The herds are noisy, and the nightingale has sung already in the hush of nights.
II
How sad your apparition is to me, spring, spring, season of love! What a dark stir there is4 in my soul, in my blood! With what oppressive tenderness I revel in the whiff of spring fanning my face8 in the lap of the rural stillness! Or is enjoyment strange to me, and all that gladdens, animates, all that exults and gleams,12 casts spleen and languishment upon a soul long dead and all looks dark to it?
III
Or gladdened not by the return of leaves that perished in the autumn, a bitter loss we recollect,4 harking to the new murmur of the woods; or with reanimated nature we compare in troubled thought the withering of our years,8 for which there is no renovation? Perhaps there comes into our thoughts, midst a poetical reverie, some other ancient spring,12 which sets our heart aquiver with the dream of a distant clime, a marvelous night, a moon....
IV
Now is the time: good lazybones, epicurean sages; you, equanimous fortunates;4 you, fledglings of the Lyóvshin41 school; you, country Priams; and sentimental ladies, you; spring calls you to the country,8 season of warmth, of flowers, of labors, of inspired rambles, and of seductive nights. Friends! to the fields, quick, quick;12 in heavy loaden chariots; with your own horses or with posters; out of the towngates start to trek!
V
And you, indulgent reader, in your imported calash, leave the indefatigable city4 where in the winter you caroused; let's go with my capricious Muse to hear the murmur of a park above a nameless river, in the country place,8 where my Eugene, an idle and despondent recluse, but recently dwelt in the winter, in the neighborhood of youthful Tanya,12 of my dear dreamer; but where he is no longer now... where a sad trace he left.
VI
'Mid hills disposed in a half circle, let us go thither where a rill, winding, by way of a green meadow,4 runs to the river through a linden bosquet. The nightingale, spring's lover, sings there all night; the cinnamon rose blooms, and the babble of the fount is heard.8 There a tombstone is seen in the shade of two ancient pines. The scripture to the stranger says: “Here lies Vladimir Lenski,12 who early died the death of the courageous, in such a year, at such an age. Repose, boy poet!”
VII
On the inclined bough of a pine, time was, the early breeze above that humble urn4 swayed a mysterious wreath; time was, during late leisures, two girl companions hither used to come; and, by the moon, upon the grave,8 embraced, they wept; but now... the drear memorial is forgot. The wonted trail to it, weed-choked. No wreath is on the bough.12 Alone, beneath it, gray and feeble, the herdsman as before keeps singing and plaiting his poor footgear.
X
My poor Lenski! Pining away, she did not weep for long. Alas! The young fiancée4 is to her woe untrue. Another ravished her attention, another managed with love's flattery to lull to sleep her suffering:8 an uhlan knew how to enthrall her, an uhlan by her soul is loved; and lo! with him already at the altar she modestly beneath the bridal crown12 stands with bent head, fire in her lowered eyes, a light smile on her lips.
XI
My poor Lenski! Beyond the grave, in the confines of deaf eternity, was the despondent bard perturbed4 by the fell news of the betrayal? Or on the Lethe lulled to sleep, blest with insensibility, the poet no longer is perturbed by anything,8 and closed and mute is earth to him?... 'Tis so! Indifferent oblivion beyond the sepulcher awaits us. The voice of foes, of friends, of loves abruptly12 falls silent. Only over the estate the angry chorus of the heirs starts an indecent squabble.
XII
And soon the ringing voice of Olya was in the Larin family stilled. A captive of his lot, the uhlan4 had to rejoin his regiment with her. Bitterly shedding floods of tears, the old dame, as she took leave of her daughter, seemed scarce alive,8 but Tanya could not cry; only a deadly pallor covered her melancholy face. When everybody came out on the porch,12 and one and all, taking leave, bustled around the chariot of the newly wed, Tatiana saw them off.
XIII
And long did she, as through a mist, gaze after them... And now Tatiana is alone, alone!4 Alas! Companion of so many years, her youthful doveling, her own dear bosom friend, has been by fate borne far away,8 has been from her forever separated. She, like a shade, roams aimlessly; now into the deserted garden looks. Nowhere, in nothing, are there joys for her,12 and she finds no relief for tears suppressed, and torn asunder is her heart.
XIV
And in the cruel solitude stronger her passion burns, and louder does her heart of distant4 Onegin speak to her. She will not see him; she must abhor in him the slayer of her brother;8 the poet perished... but already none remembers him, already to another his promised bride has given herself. The poet's memory has sped by12 as smoke across an azure sky; perhaps there are two hearts that yet grieve for him.... Wherefore grieve?
XV
'Twas evening. The sky darkened. Waters streamed quietly. The beetle churred. The choral throngs already were dispersing.4 Across the river, smoking, glowed already the fire of fishermen. In open country by the moon's silvery light, sunk in her dreams,8 long did Tatiana walk alone. She walked, she walked. And suddenly before her from a hill she sees a manor house, a village, a grove below hill, and a garden12 above a luminous river. She gazes, and the heart in her faster and harder has begun to beat.
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Doubts trouble her: “Shall I go on? Shall I go back?... He is not here. They do not know me.... I shall glance4 at the house, at that garden.” And so downhill Tatiana walks, scarce breathing; casts around a gaze full of perplexity...8 and enters a deserted courtyard. Dogs toward her dash, barking… At her frightened cry a household brood of serf boys12 has noisily converged. Not without fighting the boys dispersed the hounds, taking the lady under their protection.
XVII
“I wonder, can one see the master house?” asked Tanya. Speedily the children to Anisia ran4 to get the hallway keys from her. Anisia came forth to her promptly, and the door before them opened, and Tanya stepped into the empty house,8 where recently our hero had been living. She looked: in the reception room forgotten, a cue reposed upon the billiard table; upon a rumpled sofa lay12 a riding crop. Tanya went on. The old crone said to her: “And here's the fireplace; here master used to sit alone.
XVIII
“Here in the winter the late Lenski, our neighbor, used to dine with him. This way, please, follow me.4 This was the master's study; he used to sleep here, take his coffee, listen to the steward's reports, and in the morning read a book....8 And the old master lived here too; on Sundays, at this window here, time was, donning his spectacles, he'd deign to play ‘tomfools’ with me.12 God grant salvation to his soul and peace to his dear bones in the grave, in damp mother earth!”
XIX
Tatiana looks with melting gaze at everything around her, and all to her seems priceless,4 all quickens her languorous soul with a half-painful joyance: the desk with its extinguished lamp, a pile of books, and at the window8 a carpet-covered bed, and from the window the prospect through the lunar gloom, and this pale half-light, and Lord Byron's portrait, and a small column12 with a cast-iron statuette with clouded brow under a hat, with arms crosswise compressed.
XX
Tatiana in the modish cell stands long as one bewitched. But it is late. A cold wind has arisen.4 It's dark in the dale. The grove sleeps above the misted river; the moon has hid behind the hill, and it is time, high time,8 that the young pilgrimess went home; and Tanya, hiding her excitement, and not without a sigh, starts out on her way back;12 but first she asks permission to visit the deserted castle so as to read books there alone.
XXI
Beyond the gate Tatiana parted with the housekeeper. A day later, early at morn this time, again she came4 to the abandoned shelter, and in the silent study, for a while to all on earth oblivious, she remained at last alone,8 and long she wept. Then to the books she turned. At first she was not in a mood for them, but their choice seemed to her12 bizarre. Tatiana fell to reading with avid soul; and there revealed itself a different world to her.
XXII
Although we know that Eugene had long ceased to like reading, still, several works4 he had exempted from disgrace: the singer of the Giaour and Juan and, with him, also two or three novels in which the epoch is reflected8 and modern man rather correctly represented with his immoral soul, selfish and dry,12 to dreaming measurelessly given, with his embittered mind boiling in empty action.
XXIII
Many pages preserved the trenchant mark of fingernails; the eyes of the attentive maiden4 are fixed on them more eagerly. Tatiana sees with trepidation by what thought, observation Onegin would be struck,8 what he agreed with tacitly. The dashes of his pencil she encounters in their margins. Unconsciously Onegin's soul12 has everywhere expressed itself — now by a succinct word, now by a cross, now by an interrogatory crotchet.
XXIV
And my Tatiana by degrees begins to understand more clearly now — thank God —4 him for whom by imperious fate she is sentenced to sigh. A sad and dangerous eccentric, creature of hell or heaven,8 this angel, this proud fiend, what, then, is he? Can it be, he's an imitation, an insignificant phantasm, or else a Muscovite in Harold's mantle,12 a glossary of alien vagaries, a complete lexicon of words in vogue?... Might he not be, in fact, a parody?
XXV
Can she have solved the riddle? Can “the word” have been found? The hours run; she has forgotten4 that she is long due home — where two neighbors have got together, and where the talk is about her. “What should one do? Tatiana is no infant,”8 quoth the old lady with a groan. “Why, Olinka is younger.... It is time, yea, yea, the maiden were established; but then — what can I do with her?12 She turns down everybody with the same curt ‘I'll not marry,’ and keeps brooding, and wanders in the woods alone.”
XXVI
“Might she not be in love?” “With whom, then? Buyánov offered: was rejected. Same thing with Ivan Petushkóv.4 There guested with us a hussar, Pïhtín; oh my, how sweet he was on Tanya, how he bestirred himself, the coax! Thought I: perchance, she will accept;8 far from it! And again the deal was off.” “Why, my dear lady, what's the hindrance? To Moscow, to the mart of brides! One hears, the vacant places there are many.”12 “Och, my good sir! My income's scanty.” “Sufficient for a single winter; if not, just borrow — say, from me.”
XXVII
Much did the old dame like the sensible and sound advice; she checked accounts — and there and then decided4 in winter to set out for Moscow; and Tanya hears this news.... Unto the judgment of the exacting beau monde to present8 the clear traits of provincial simplicity, and antiquated finery, and antiquated turns of speech; the mocking glances12 of Moscow fops and Circes to attract.... O terror! No, better and safer, back in the woods for her to stay.
XXVIII
With the first rays arising she hastens now into the fields and, with soft-melting eyes4 surveying them, she says: “Farewell, pacific dales, and you, familiar hilltops, and you, familiar woods!8 Farewell, celestial beauty, farewell, glad nature! I am exchanging a dear quiet world for the hum of resplendent vanities!...12 And you, my freedom, farewell, too! Whither, wherefore, do I bear onward? What does my fate hold out for me?”
XXIX
Her walks last longer. At present, here a hillock, there a brook, cannot help stopping4 Tatiana with their charm. She, as with ancient friends, with her groves, meadows, still hastens to converse.8 But the fleet summer flies. The golden autumn has arrived. Nature, tremulous, pale, is like a victim richly decked....12 Now, driving clouds along, the North has blown, has howled, and now herself Winter the sorceress comes.
XXX
She came, scattered herself; in flocks hung on the limbs of oaks; in wavy carpets lay4 amid the fields, about the hills; the banks with the immobile river made level with a puffy pall. Frost gleamed. And we are gladdened8 by Mother Winter's pranks. By them not gladdened is but Tanya's heart: she does not go to meet the winter, inhale the frostdust,12 and with the first snow from the bathhouse roof wash face, shoulders, and breast. Tatiana dreads the winter way.
XXXI
The day of leaving is long overdue; the last term now goes by. Inspected, relined, made solid is the sledded coach4 that to oblivion had been cast. The usual train of three kibitkas carries the household chattels: pans, chairs, trunks, jams in jars,8 mattresses, feather beds, cages with roosters, pots, basins, et cetera — well, plenty of all kinds of goods.12 And now, among the servants in the log hut, a hubbub rises, farewell weeping: into the courtyard eighteen nags are led.
XXXII
They to the master coach are harnessed; men cooks prepare lunch; the kibitkas are loaded mountain-high;4 serf women, coachmen brawl. Upon a lean and shaggy jade a bearded postilion sits. Retainers at the gate have gathered, running,8 to bid their mistresses farewell. And now they've settled, and the venerable sleigh-coach beyond the gate creeps, gliding. “Farewell, pacific sites!12 Farewell, secluded refuge! Shall I see you?” And from the eyes of Tanya flows a stream of tears.
XXXIII
When we the boundaries of beneficial enlightenment move farther out, in due time (by the computation4 of philosophic tabulae, in some five hundred years) roads, surely, at home will change immeasurably. Paved highways at this point and that8 uniting Russia will traverse her; cast-iron bridges o'er the waters in ample arcs will stride; we shall part mountains; under water12 dig daring tunnels; and Christendom will institute at every stage a tavern.
XXXIV
The roads at home are bad at present;42 forgotten bridges rot; at stages the bedbugs and fleas4 do not give one a minute's sleep. No taverns. In a cold log hut there hangs for show a highfalutin but meager bill of fare, and teases8 one's futile appetite, while the rural Cyclopes in front of a slow fire treat with a Russian hammer12 Europe's light article, blessing the ruts and ditches of the fatherland.
XXXV
Now, on the other hand, driving in winter's cold season is agreeable and easy. As in a modish song a verse devoid of thought,4 smooth is the winter track. Alert are our Automedons, our troikas never tire, and mileposts, humoring the idle gaze,8 before one's eyes flick like a fence.43 Unluckily, Dame Larin dragged along, fearing expensive stages, with her own horses, not with posters,12 and our maid tasted viatic tedium in full: they traveled seven days and nights.
XXXVI
But now 'tis near. Before them the ancient tops of white-stone Moscow already glow4 with golden crosses, ember-bright. Ah, chums, how pleased I was when, all at once, the hemicircle of churches and of belfries,8 of gardens, domes, opened before me! How often during woeful separation, in my wandering fate, Moscow, I thought of you!12 Moscow!... How much within that sound is blended for a Russian heart! How much is echoed there!
XXXVII
Here is, surrounded by its park, Petrovskiy Castle. Somberly it prides itself on recent glory.4 In vain Napoleon, intoxicated with his last fortune, waited for kneeling Moscow with the keys of the old Kremlin: no,8 to him my Moscow did not go with craven brow; not revelry, not gifts of bienvenue — a conflagration she prepared12 for the impatient hero. From here, in meditation sunk, he watched the formidable flame.
XXXVIII
Good-by, witness of fallen glory, Petrovskiy Castle. Hup! Don't stop, get on! The turnpike posts already4 show white. Along Tverskaya Street the coach now hies across the dips. There flicker by: watch boxes, peasant women, urchins, shops, street lamps,8 palaces, gardens, monasteries, Bokharans, sledges, kitchen gardens, merchants, small shacks, muzhiks, boulevards, towers, Cossacks,12 pharmacies, fashion shops, balconies, lions on the gates, and flocks of jackdaws on the crosses.
XL
In this exhausting promenade an hour elapses, then another, and in a lane hard by St. Chariton's4 the sleigh-coach at a gate before a house now stops. To an old aunt, for the fourth year ill with consumption, at present they have come.8 The door is opened wide for them by a bespectacled gray Kalmuk, in torn caftan, a stocking in his hand. There meets them in the drawing room12 the cry of the princess on a divan prostrated. The old ladies, weeping, embrace, and exclamations pour:
XLI
“Princess, mon ange!” “Pachette!” “Aline!” “Who would have thought?” “How long it's been!” “For how much time?” “Dear! Cousin!”4 “Sit down — how queer it is! I'd swear the scene is from a novel!” “And this is my daughter Tatiana.” “Ah, Tanya! Come up here to me —8 I seem to be delirious in my sleep. Coz, you remember Grandison?” “What, Grandison? Oh, Grandison! Why, yes, I do, I do. Well, where is he?”12 “In Moscow — dwelling by St. Simeon's; on Christmas Eve he called on me: got a son married recently.
XLII
“As to the other... But we'll tell it all later, won't we? To all her kin straightway tomorrow we'll show Tanya.4 Pity that paying visits is for me too much — can hardly drag my feet. But you are worn out from the journey; let's go and have a rest together...8 Oh, I've no strength... my chest is tired... now even joy, not only woe, oppressive is to me. My dear, I am already good for nothing...12 When one starts getting old, life is so horrid.” And here, exhausted utterly, in tears, she broke into a coughing fit.
XLIII
The invalid's kindness and gladness touch Tatiana; but in her new domicile she's ill at ease,4 used as she is to her own chamber. Beneath a silken curtain, in a new bed sleep does not come to her, and the early peal of church bells,8 forerunner of the morning tasks, arouses her from bed. Tanya sits down beside the window. The darkness thins; but she12 does not discern her fields: there is before her a strange yard, a stable, kitchen house, and fence.
XLIV
And now, on rounds of family dinners Tanya they trundle daily to present to grandsires and to grandams4 her abstract indolence. For kin come from afar there's everywhere a kind reception, and exclamations, and good cheer.8 “How Tanya's grown! Such a short while it seems since I godmothered you!” “And since I bore you in my arms!” “And since I pulled you by the ears!”12 “And since I fed you gingerbread!” And the grandmothers keep repeating in chorus: “How our years do fly!”
XLV
But one can see no change in them; in them all follows the old pattern: the spinster princess, Aunt Eléna,4 has got the very same tulle mob; still cerused is Lukéria Lvóvna; the same lies tells Lyubóv Petróvna; Iván Petróvich is as stupid;8 Semyón Petróvich as tightfisted; and Palagéya Nikolávna has the same friend, Monsieur Finemouche, and the same spitz, and the same husband —12 while he is still the sedulous clubman, is just as meek, is just as deaf, still eats and drinks enough for two.
XLVI
Their daughters embrace Tanya. Moscow's young graces at first in silence4 from head to foot survey Tatiana; find her somewhat bizarre, provincial, and affected, and somewhat pale and thin,8 but on the whole not bad at all; then, to nature submitting, they befriend her, lead her to their rooms, kiss her, squeeze tenderly her hands,12 fluff up her curls after the fashion, and in their singsong tones impart the secrets of the heart, secrets of maidens,
XLVII
conquests of others and their own, hopes, pranks, daydreams. The innocent talks flow,4 embellished with slight calumny. Then, in requital for their patter,her heart's confession they sweetly request.8 But Tanya in a kind of daze their speeches hears without response, understands nothing, and her heart's secret,12 fond treasure of both tears and bliss, she mutely guards meantime and shares with none.
XLVIII
Tatiana wishes to make out the talks, the general conversation; but there engages everybody in the drawing room4 such incoherent, common rot; all about them is so pale, neutral; they even slander dully. In this sterile aridity of speeches,8 interrogations, talebearing, and news, not once in four-and-twenty hours does thought flash forth, even by chance, even at random; the languid mind won't smile,12 the heart even in jest won't quiver; and even some droll foolishness in you one will not meet with, hollow monde!
XLIX
The “archival youths” in a crowd look priggishly at Tanya and about her among themselves4 unfavorably speak. One melancholy coxcomb finds she is “ideal” and, leaning 'gainst a doorpost,8 prepares an elegy for her. At a dull aunt's having met Tanya, once V[yazemski] sat down beside her and managed to engage her soul;12 and, near him having noticed her, an old man, straightening his wig, inquires about her.
L
But where stormy Melpomene's protracted wail resounds, where she her spangled mantle waves4 before the frigid crowd; where dozes quietly Thalia and hearkens not to friendly plaudits; where at Terpsichore alone8 the young spectator marvels (as it was, too, in former years, in your time and in mine), toward her did not turn12 either jealous lorgnettes of ladies or spyglasses of modish connoisseurs from boxes or the rows of stalls.
LI
To the Sobránie, too, they bring her: the crush there, the excitement, heat, the music's crash, the tapers' glare,4 the flicker, whirl of rapid pairs, the light attires of belles, the galleries freaked with people, of marriageable girls the ample hemicycle,8 at once strike all the senses. Here finished fops display their impudence, their waistcoats, and negligent lorgnettes.12 Hither hussars on leave haste to arrive, to thunder by, flash, captivate, and wing away.
LII
The night has many charming stars, in Moscow there are many belles; but brighter in the airy blue4 than all her skymates is the moon; but she, whom with my lyre disturb I dare not, like the majestic moon,8 'mid dames and maidens shines alone. With what celestial pride the earth she touches! With what voluptuousness her breast is filled!12 How languorous her wondrous gaze!... But 'tis enough, enough; do cease: to folly you have paid your due.
LIII
Noise, laughter, scampering, bows, galope, mazurka, waltz... Meantime, between two aunts, beside a column,4 noted by none, Tatiana looks and does not see, detests the agitation of the monde; she stifles here... she strains in fancy8 toward campestral life, the country, the poor villagers, to that secluded nook where flows a limpid brooklet,12 toward her flowers, toward her novels, and to the gloom of linden avenues, thither where he used to appear to her
LIV
Thus does her thought roam far away: high life and noisy ball are both forgotten, but meantime does not take his eyes off her4 a certain imposing general. The aunts exchanged a wink and both as one nudged Tanya with their elbows, and each whispered to her:8 “Look quickly to your left.” “My left? Where? What is there?” “Well, whatsoever there be, look.... In that group, see? In front....12 There where you see those two in uniform.... Now he has moved off... now he stands in profile.” “Who? That fat general?”
LV
But here we shall congratulate my dear Tatiana on a conquest and turn our course aside,4 lest I forget of whom I sing.... And by the way, here are two words about it: “I sing a youthful pal and many eccentricities of his.8 Bless my long labor, O you, Muse of the Epic! And having handed me a trusty staff, let me not wander aslant and askew.”12 Enough! The load come off my shoulders! To classicism I have paid my respects: though late, but there's an introduction.