Perchance to Dream

    I had to fight the car up Laurel Canyon, the road curved in a series of nearly hairpin turns as it rose up from the lowlands on the Hollywood side, and with the road slipperier than the pathway to damnation, and the traffic in the other direction crowding in to keep from sliding into the canyon, it was no drive for sissies.

    I looped up over Mulholland Drive, carefully, and came back down Coldwater Canyon and parked on the road above Resthaven, partly shielded by a growth of azaleas, where I could look down at the sanitarium and watch. And watch. And take a nip from a pint of bonded rye I had in the glove compartment. And watch. And smoke a cigarette and take another nip of rye, and watch. And get my pipe loaded and burning just right and open my window a crack to let a little of the steam and smoke escape, and watch. That was the first day. The second day I did the same things. It still rained. I watched. They fought the Peloponnesian wars. They built the Acropolis, and the Roman forum, and I had another tap on the pint of rye and watched. In the afternoon things dragged. About midmorning on my third day of watching, the rain dwindled away and by noontime the sun had come out, but it was a gentle sun. The heat was gone, and the dripping landscape was being slowly dried by an easy breeze that moved in from the Pacific. My pint of rye was down to maybe an inch in the bottom of the bottle when Dr. Bonsentir came out of the front door of his sanitarium with the Mexican and the beachboy and went to a big black Cadillac that was parked there and got in the back. The Mexican got in the passenger's side in front and the beachboy got behind the wheel and off they went with me drifting along behind them. Tailing somebody alone is not easy, and if they are looking for a tail it's not really possible for long. But Bonsentir and friends seemed unconcerned and innocent as they headed down Coldwater and swung west on Sunset. I hung back two or three cars when I could and changed lanes frequently to put myself in different places in the rear-view mirror. If they made me they showed no sign of it. We went straight out Sunset past the mansions and the rolling lawns and the high ornamental fences. Past the lawn statuary and the private entrances with private security where movie stars and name directors hid behind the wealth their houses flaunted, and did the things that everyone does when they are alone and have no need for pretense.

    We swung south along the coast highway through Bay City. The Pacific danced in toward us today. Scrubbed clean by the rain, it sparkled in the new sun and unrolled itself luxuriously on the clean white beach. Bay City loomed above us on the left, fresh washed after the recent rains but tawdry still in the way only beach towns can get tawdry, full of false promise with the paint peeling off it in the salt air. Ahead of me the Cadillac headed steadily south, and the beach towns slid by us. Manhattan Beach, Hermosa Beach. A little south of Redondo Beach, near Palos Verdes, we went off the highway at a slant and curved around some scrub cedar and beach growth toward the water. I dropped back and crept down behind them. As I came around the last curve I saw the Cadillac pull into a space on a concrete apron that fronted on a pier. There was a white painted shack on the pier. The pier itself jutted straight out into the ocean, and a couple of kids sat on the landing with lines in the water. I cruised on by the pier where the Cadillac was parked and drove back up the looping drive that connected with the highway. As soon as I reached the highway I parked on the shoulder and hotfooted it back down toward the pier and stood in a screen of coarse and twisted cedar growth to watch.

    I felt out of place and a little clumsy in my city suit and shoes. The sand shifted under my feet as I moved, and the wind off the water tossed the cedar limbs where I stood. The Cadillac sat where it had parked, its motor idling, the windows rolled up. No one got out. No one did anything that I could see. I shifted occasionally from one foot to the other, got out a cigarette, and lit it in the wind on the third try, cupping the match in my hands and shielding it by turning my back into the breeze.

    The two boys sitting on the dock didn't catch anything. A single sea gull circled hopefully over them, waiting. A couple of hundred yards out to sea, several smaller seabirds, gray with white chests, skimmed the surface of the waves, dipping occasionally to capture a small something and then, back in formation, continued on, staying close to the foam crests.