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It was a measure of my exhausted state that having once decided to go to Fenland I hadn’t the will to plunge back into uncertainty. The fuel margin was far too small[543] for it to be prudent to go so far. Prudence in the air was what kept one alive. If I went to Fenland I’d be landing on a thimbleful[544], and if the engines stopped five miles away it would be too late to wish I hadn’t.

Streaks of faint red crept into the sky and the sea turned to grey pearl. The sky wasn’t so clear any more: there were layers of hazy cloud on the horizon, shading from dark grey-blue to a wisp of silver. The moment before dawn had always seemed to me as restoring as sleep, but that time when I really needed it, it had no effect. My eyes felt gritty and my limbs trembled under every strain. And the codeine had worn off.

The coast of East Anglia lay like a great grey blur ahead on my left. I would follow it round, I thought, and go in over the Wash.

A swift dark shape flashed across in front of the D.C.4 and my heart jumped at least two beats. A fighter, I thought incredulously. It had been a jet fighter. Another came over the top of me ridiculously close and screamed away ahead leaving me bumping horribly in the turbulence he left in his wake[545]. They both turned a long way ahead and roared back towards me, flying level together with their wing tips almost touching. Expert formation pilots: and unfriendly. They closed at something like the speed of sound and swept over the D.C.4 with less than a hundred feet between. To them I must have seemed to be standing still. To me, the trail they left me was very nearly the clincher.

Yardman couldn’t have found me, I thought desperately. Not after the wavering roundabout route I’d taken. They couldn’t have followed me and wouldn’t have guessed I’d go up the North Sea… it couldn’t be Yardman’s doing. So who?

I looked out at East Anglia away on my left, and didn’t know whether to laugh or die of fear. Americans. East Anglia was stiff with American air bases[546]. They would have picked me up on their radar, an unidentified plane flying in at dawn and not answering to radio. Superb watchdogs, they would send someone to investigate… and they’d found a plane without registration numbers or markings of any sort. A plane like that couldn’t be up to any good[547]… had to be hostile. One could almost hear them think it.

They wouldn’t start shooting, not without making sure… not yet. If I just went straight on and could deal with the buffeting, what would they do? I wouldn’t let them force me down. I had only to plod straight on… They swept past on each side and threw the D. C.4 about like a cockleshell.

I couldn’t do it, I thought, not this on top of everything else. My hands were slipping on the wheel with sweat. If the fighters went on much longer the sturdy old plane would shake to bits. They came past twice more and proved me wrong. They also reduced me to a dripping wreck. But after that they vanished somewhere above me, and when I looked up I saw them still circling overhead like angry bees. They were welcome to accompany me home, I thought weakly, if that was only where they’d stay.

I could see the lightship off Cromer still flashing its group of four every fifteen seconds. The first real sign of home. Only sixty miles to go. Fifteen minutes to the lightship in the Wash, and the sun rose as I went over it. I turned the plane on to the last leg[548] to Fenland, and up above the escorts came with me.

The fuel gauges looked horrible. I drove what was left of my mind into doing some vital checks. Pitch fully fine, brakes off, mixture rich, fuel pumps on.[549] There must have been a list somewhere, but heaven knew where. I had no business to be flying the plane at all, I didn’t know its drill. The Air Ministry could take away my licence altogether and I was liable for a prison sentence as well. Except, I thought suddenly with a flicker of amusement, that Patrick was qualified to fly it, and he might be said to be technically in charge. Resident, anyway.

I throttled back and began to go down. If I managed it, I thought, I would be a professional. The decision was suddenly standing there full-blown like a certainty that had been a long time growing. This time it wasn’t too late. I would take Tom Well’s job and make him stick to it when he inevitably found out my name. I would fly his car firm executives around and earn the sort of life I wanted, and if it meant giving up racing… I’d do that too.

The airspeed indicator stood at a hundred and thirty knots on the slow descent, and I could see the airfield ahead. The fighters were there already, circling high. The place would be crawling with investigators before my wheels stopped rolling. Questions, when I could do with sleep.[550]

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