A moon gate in my wall: собрание стихотворений

She said, when she had read his book,
That he was fickle; Rupert Brooke,
So full of soul, so rich with thought,
So near the beauty he had sought…
Was «fickle» all that she could see?
And for his depth she did not care?
— Then what he wrote was not for her…
And, maybe, not for me.

[1922 г.]

499. My Star

In the sunset's orange glowing
How I loved to watch my star—
How I loved to watch it growing,
Coming nearer from afar!
It was brilliant, it was winking,
Shining straight upon my soul,
While the sun's red glove was sinking
Swiftly to'rds its daily goal.
Oh, my sapphire now deserts me!
It has left the Summer skies,
Now a vacant darkness hurts me
When I seek it with my eyes.
Ever northward falling, drowned
Past the gray horizon line—
Star of hope, that I had crowned
For a destiny of mine!

[1923 г.]

500. To a Stink-bug [232]

One day I saw a stink-bug small
А-sitting near me on the wall.
I said: «Tray tell me, Stink-bug dear,
What makes you suddenly appear
And light when no one wants you to,
As if the place belongs to you?
Will you not answer me?» I cried.
And, hark! The dirty bum replied,
As he looked up: «What did you think?
— I love to fly around and stink,
Because I know it makes you sore
To see me lighting on the floor,
Or watch me floating o'er your bed,
Or smell my presence near your head».
With this the grinning bug had flown
And left me, wondering, alone.

1923 г.

501. Homeward Bound

Oh, school's as great as great could be,
And all my friends around,
But it's Harbin and home for me,
And I am northward bound.
So hurry up, you lazy train,
And Farewell, old Tungchow!
Another day — and home again.
Oh, engine, why so slow?
Above North China's wheat and corn
The mists rise thick and white.
Oh, hurry on towards day, sweet morn,
For I'll be home tonight.
A happy winter this has been,
I love to live at school;
But now it's home, and it's Harbin,
— Enough of life by rule!
I want my home, and I am glad
That ere another day
I'll see my Mother and my Dad,
And Kitty at his play;
I'll have my chum again to kiss,
And I w on't work at all,
And never, never will I miss
The school outside the wall.
There won't be any rising bell,
With which the school awakes;
Instead of that there'll be a smell
Of homemade griddlecakes.
And I can stay in bed all day
Without that dose of oil,
And I can let my tired head
Rest from a Junior's toil.
And, Caesar, I'll forget you soon,
Though you have been my friend.
When will you cease, oh, engine's tune?
When will this journey end?

1923 г.

502. «Alone, when once so many were around…»